感冒几天了，今天终于有了些起色。。。
早上rehearsal的时候，突然间想起了家乡的路边小吃，突然很想回家。。。
我跟妈说了LA考得不是很理想，她虽然没说什么，当然我也不希望她说什么，但是感觉怪怪的。保持沉默并不代表没事，并不代表她不介意。。。所以突然又有那种奋发的感觉，决定好好地读好LA!!! 然后还有humanities!!!
然后今天乔絮打电话来说不来补习了。。。也许是我教得不够好吧。。。
but this experience has certainly had a great impact on me...how to say...i think is just through all these lessons that i suddenly realised the criteria of a teacher. i used to think that, well, i learned that grade and i graduated from it, i am more than qualify to teach the lower grades...but i realised i m actually wrong...is not that way...it just doesnt work that way...there are still so much you dont know about it...let say you are in secondary, you may not know all the primary staffs, though you excel in primary school before...it just doesnt mean anything...just like so many times i cannot explain to her a lot of things, especially english, frequently there are times that i dont even recognise the vocabulary...well that can only mean one thing and that is my vocab is really limited...
and math as well, how surprisingly...i mean i just cant bring myself to accept it...i can only use algebra way to solve for her...besides that, i dont know how to use alternative ways to explain to her...(well actually my ex-tuition teacher did the same thing, i kind of suspect that she can only use algebra, just that she replace the unknown x with apples oranges stars and all that staffs.)...that s rather a sad thing actually...
现在我终于开始明白吴老师的话了。为什么她年轻的时候越教越不敢教，教的书越多，反而要求降低级别。有大学教到高中，再由高中教到中学，再由中学教到小学，现在又教中学。。。
因为她开始明白了，她看到了自己的不知天高地厚（不知天高地厚是她自己说的），以为大学毕业就能教大学，她开始发觉她错了。。。所以她选择了从大学教到小学。。。
我也发现我错了。。。所以呢。。。我要好好地加强我自己！！！
晚安吧！